Breaking Routine…

2020 – a year meant for change and for breaking routines. I did that. I started my year, almost 13 years later, differently. I up and quitted my job. I gave up security, stability and routine for uncertainty, the unknown, and most of all; for change.

I chose change. If someone had said to me the I’d have done that, my response would have been NEVER! IMPOSSIBLE! NO WAY! But here I am, the second month into the new year, and I’m living through this change. And it’s ok. It truly is. I have no idea where I’ll be two months from now, whether I’ll have a job or not. Yet what I do know is that I took a risk. I hope that this risk pays off.

And so what if it doesn’t? What is routine with no growth? What is security with no risk, no chance on improvement? A few weeks ago I realized that the only fear I have is being in the same place a year from now, not having realized any of my 2020 dreams and plans. And that fear is what i call regret. Regret of not having achieved anything I set out to achieve, of not progressing, or remaining stagnant.

And so, I broke routine. For a chance at more, at something different, at not having regrets, of not achieving. I am a planner and as such I’ve always taken chances. However, this is the first time i’ve jumped in head first without a sure back up plan. Fear is not in my vocabulary these days. I’m employable, I’m skilled, i have an education that I can fall back on and be easily self employed.

But I want more. I’m about to follow my passion and focus more on what moves me. I. AM. AN. ARTIST.

I. PAINT. FACES.

I. AM. A. MAKEUP. ARTIST.

That is my passion.

So I broke routine to follow a passion… so what now? Where to? How do I jump further into an abyss of the unknown of change?

So many would like to see me fail…but like the Phoenix, I always rise – silently, I continue to walk a path created by me. So… as I navigate this change, I hope you take the journeys with me through my blog… until then,

what don’t you Break Routine…and see where it will take you…

SLUR RULS

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